where are you?

where are you, my one true love? where are the warm arms, the sweet eyes and charming smile? i used to see your eyes light up when they met mine, now their only dead and faded. the arms that used to want to hold me are empty by your choice, the smile that would compel my heart is gone- there is no pleasure in your smile, no love in your eyes, no need to hold me or have me near. you have disappeared into a place i'm not welcome, a place i can't find... you push me away... away and away... the more you push, the farther i will drift, soon i will be gone.. and will find love in eyes that are not yours, shelter in arms of another, someone else will smile and light up when we meet... i will not be yours.